sigh

It's been a while.

Enough time to witness some bad things go down and wonder about healthcare and doctors in general in sunnyland. And to watch my boss recoil for fear of rocking the boat / repeating previously failed outcomes, and realise that perhaps one day i'll be like that too.

Listening to someone tell me today that I ought to complain to MOM about my seven day work week I felt like laughing.

And just tonight....

sitting down all ready for dinner, then the telephone call... we want to send for your case; we'll call you when we're sending ok?

hmm enough time for a shower then.

shower... riing.... hello? your patient is in OT now.

fume.
helter skelter pell mell back to work (twenty min, record time) dash in to OT, and .. voila, the gas men are only just wheeling the patient in to start the spinal.

sigh.